The moment I realized, you my sister had died. My hands cradled my face, and I frantically cried. Why did this happen, and how could this be. You had so much to live for, we could all clearly see. My heart simply dropped, and I felt a sharp pain. My tears fell instantly, Just like Autumn rain. I was truly lucky, to have a sister like her. Countless others, nod and concur. I will miss our talks, and your comforting voice. And those random moments, where we’d mutually rejoice. Rest in peace, Sister and best friend, My deepest love, to the sky I shall send. You were taken far to soon without any warning. You have now joined mum and all the others and have so much to catch up on. I didn't tell you enough how much I love you and how much inspiration you gave me over the years. There is now a huge void in my life that will never be filled. It's now time for you to rest and begin a brand new adventure. I'm not going to say goodbye just see you soon. I love you Jantwit, my dear sister. You have now joined the butterflies with mum. Fly high Big and Little Janet 💕🦋

I am I and you are you, whatever we were to each other that we still are. Speak to me in the easy way which you always used. Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? Life means all that it ever meant, it is the same as it ever was.